The gardener ruin the ecosystem!

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
27

2. Have any regrets in your life? List a few of them if there's any.
Yes,
letting myself fall into depression during that time,
and,
saying wrong things at the wrong time.


3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Japan!

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Have a happy and successful life.

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Yes, if I'm away from civilisation.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Many things.
My mother, my love one, my friends, and myself.

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
50% into investment and share market. (money makes money)
20% buy whatever I want to buy.
20% give to my parents.
10% for charity.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Nope, unless the person confess to me 1st.

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Easy to talk to, hardworking, and caring.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Accept me for who i am, love me for who I am.
Also, honesty.

11. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Liars, hypocrites, irresponsible people, and people who gossips too much.

12. What is your ambition?
Be the richest person in the world!!! muahahah. ^o^
long-term career path: electronic engineer
part-time career: an investor, a share-broker, an artist, a singer, and a rich house-wife.

13. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
Being insensitive and didn't think of other's feelings before actions.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My mother, my love one, my friends, and myself.
(same as question no. 6)

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Nope.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
To gain more confidence in myself.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
I am still discovering who I can share ALL my problems with.

18. What's your weakest point?
Low confident and easy emo.

19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
Being able to learn from mistakes and strive to do better.
A talent: doing my best in everything I do.

20. Rainy day or sunny day?
Sunny day..can do many things.
Rainy day..plants get water for free.
i choose both.



I'm now going to tag.....
Nobody.
The cycle stop here.
Muahahaha.. ^o^

.:A Stepping Stone:.

It took me quite some time to think of how to write this post. I’ve decided that I won’t really care about my grammar that much. Since this is my personal space, it is my way of expressing myself and everything else. If anyone out there that can’t tolerate bad grammar, you are warned. *ngek*

This post is going to be about my 1^st week at work (all night shifts).

1^st March 2008, Saturday

My manager straight away put me in cashier duty. When I started my job, he told me that cashier job is quite easy but warned me that if any money loss it will be under my responsibility. I got the message and did my duty the best I know how. Although I was quite nervous, I did my best to carefully count the money and change back to the customers. My supervisor guided me well most of the time. When it is about time to close to shop, I have to close the account. The account was short by RM50++. I was quite surprised. I don’t know where went wrong. My supervisor comforted me that it is alright. I finished my work at bout 2.30am

2nd March 2008, Sunday

The day was almost the same as the day before. When closed account, the money is short again by RM60++. Luckily, the next day, I found out that I counted that cash wrongly and it was actually over by RM1++. I finished my work that day on 1.30am.

3^rd March 2008, Monday

As usual, cashier duty; take money and change; fold tissues and order sheets; and when the shop going to close, I got to wipe the tables, chairs and sofas, and sweep the floor. Again, when I closed the account, the money is short by RM50++. I’m starting to have bad feelings about this.

4^th March 2008, Tuesday

Everything is as usual; I’m still learning and picking things up bit by bit in the cashier and service duty. And yet again, the money is short by RM50++ when I closed the account. This is really getting bad. @.@”

5^th March 2008, Wednesday

When I went to work, my manager scolded and lectured me about the short of money in the account for the past 3 days. I was sitting there quietly trying my best to keep my calm and think of something to reply him back while he was lecturing me. Unexpectedly, tears started to flow out from my eyes. I didn’t intend to cry. I blurted out to him that,”… if tonight there’s short of money again, I will quit and you can take up my allowance to compensate for the loss. The balance I will slowly pay up from my savings.” Then, he said that is a bad way of approaching the problem. He said that since he gave me that job, he trusted me to it. So, I continued my work. At the end of the day, when I closed up the account, gladly, the money is over by RM10++ instead.

Anyway, after got lectured, my manager suddenly asked me whether I am the youngest in the family. I answered,"yeah.' He said,” no wonder.” LOL.. I’m suspecting that this question have something to do with my crying. Later, even my supervisor teased me for crying. ToT”

6^th March 2008, Thursday

I didn’t do much of cashier and was put to handle service duty more because the numbers of customers were more than usual. So, there’s no need for me to handle the account. I felt less pressured, but more tired than usual. My legs were quite sore since I had to rush here and there more.

Today

It’s my off-day.

Hmm.. Well, all these problems in work, I will take it as challenges for me to grow stronger.

For the past 2years, I know that I’ve grown weaker in facing life. However, now, it is an opportunity to help me improve to be a better person.

In work, this is the opportunity to train up my emotional-intelligence, communication skills, time-management, patience, and perseverance. This is also a chance for me to build up the habit of looking things on the bright side again. Last time, after I fell into and overcame depression, negative thoughts seem to grow as a habit. I just can’t wait to change back my habit of looking things on the bright side again.

Along this week since the day I started my work, my parents and J-kun had been a great support to me. I’m really grateful. I will continue to do my best!

I’m ready to face more challenges ahead! \(^o^)/

Anyway, currently, I’ve found a motivation to work harder. Last week, I joined Justin, Ian and Wei Leong to Sunway Piramid. Then, I saw the electronic-lego-toy-tingie, which cost about RM400++, at Jusco. Well, that toy is going to be my goal for now. =D

p.s. I know my english grammar is *erhem*, but anyone can feel free to tell me which sentences or words are wrong and correct me. Thanks for helping me to improve. =3

Hibernating For A Few Days

Eto..


I just started my job since Saturday(1st March). ^^"
So, for the time being I'm quite busy at being a "workoholic". =P
There's very little time to update my blog at this moment. T.T
Maybe, around this coming Friday, I'll only be able to make some updates. =D
Meanwhile, I'll hibernate this lil garden until the coming Friday. =3


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