21st Birthday~

My birthday on Sunday turn out to be quite good. 

I've received many greetings through sms and facebook. Really happy that there are many caring and supportive friends out there. Really appreciate them.

Let me just describe how I celebrated that day..

Woke up, bathed, etc. It was quiet irksome for me to choose my outfit that day. I had to wear a hat to over some bruised features on my face. So, it took me quite long to match and choose the right outfit. Overall, a hat, a blue shirt, a knee lenght pants and boots. Everyone said I looked like some artist. LOL.

The whole day events consisted of just my mom, my sis and me.

First we headed to my grandma's place to fetch my little cousin back.

Then we went to Sunway Piramid to shop. My mom got me a 2-in-1 Romp jacket which looks awesomely cool. My sis got me a white belt. Other than that, the whole day for me was just window shop. Staring at my mom and sis shopping. If you know me well, I'm not girly enough - don't know how to shop. My sis is totally feminine type. Every single cosmetic shop we passed by, she would enter and have a look. =o="

We went to watch movies after our dinner. My mom and sis went to watch Night in the Museum 2 and me went solo for Angels and Demons. My sis happened to watch it at NZ already. So they are watching different movie than mine.

After the movies, they did a few more shopping and we headed back home.

That's how we spent the day.

Anyway, I did enjoy myself the whole day. While I was in public, there were quite a number of people stare at me. Maybe stare at my bruised face or at my nice outfit. =P

Hahaha....

That's all. ^_^

fatherless

Regarding the title above. Do not misunderstand that I do not have a father. My biological father is still here. This is about my heart. Not having a true father in my heart. 

Just a warning to those out there who have a complete family or those that might disagree with me, you might not be able to understand my situation. So, hopefully that you can less judgemental on me and my point of view if you really want to continue and read. Otherwise, just don't emerge yourself into my negativity. Anyway, this is a ranting post. You are warned.

Actually, the argument started over petty things. Well, here goes the story..

This morning, I heard my sister gossiping to that old man about one of my cousin. I was so disgusted at how they speak about my cousin. So, I told them off - not to gossip. Maybe the way I expressed myself was very not well-mannered. So, I end up getting scolded by that old man. I also got heated myself. So Iretreat to my room to cool off my head. However, that old man wanted to talk to me. I told him that I don't want, I want to cool myself down. He still insisted. Fine. I let him in and let him talk while I continued to mind my own business.

You might think that I'm finding my own fault here, but try and imagine if you are at an emotional state, can anything that is against your idea enter your head? For me, none at all. Obviously, he got angry. I also began to fight back his words. I was at an emotional state - can't remember what I had said. He began to slap me. My spectacle flew off far away - luckily I manage to repair my spectacle by myself. He still continue to slap me. At one point, his and was holding my neck as if wanted to strangle me. Fortunately, he did not. From that point, I have already resolved that I no longer have a father.

Since young, my mom was the one that had to struggle and raise me and my sis. That old man's role was so insignificant compared to my mother's. She's like having the role of a mother and a father at the same time at her shoulder.

Other than that, when I was young, I have been emotionally abused by that old man many times. He did hit me. However, this time was the worst.

Physically: My face has swollen, lips with internal bleeding(1part of it is blood-red), gum-aching, jaw-bone and neck muscle pain. 

Emotionally: Disappointment, resentment, anger, sadness, etc. It's very hard to describe how I feel.

Ironically, tomorrow's is a Father's Day. Fatherless aye~

Comically, I told myself that I would not be a pretty birthday girl tomorrow. I am turning 21 on the 21st of June. Sigh.. I was really looking forward to my birthday. I have imagined being my good-self with positive image and go out to enjoy myself. I wonder whether it is still possible.

I think that's all for my rantings. Thanks for listening and having a non-judgemental attitude over this matter.

 

No worries. I will survive through. I know that I am tougher than I look.

ps. pardon my grammer. I'm not in the mood to check them.

Bored & Random

Currently bored.....

 

So, I decided to kill some time through blogging.

Oh yeah! 

Currently, I'm aiming for this phone, Nokia 5800.

Hope that I can get it before the summer ends. *pray hard* >u<

  

 

So here are some random stuf that I've found on the internet(pics) and made up.

Enjoy~~~

 

 

When you got pwned/owned.. this is how you might look like:=-

 

Hmmm...

It's holiday...

However, we should always try to revise what we've learnt over the last semester and enjoy the holiday at the same time.

 

If you ask me what kind of super power I would wish for..

The power to TAKE OVER THE WORLD!!

How should this power work?

For example..

 

One of my favourite past time is to look at the mirror.

I just can't stop enjoy looking myself at the mirror.

Why??

I'm too awesome!!

 

What are you laughing at??

Narcisism is not a crime kay!

  

I know.. I know..

I still look cute even when I'm angry. xD

 

Yesh.. as cute as this!

I'm cute and awesome!!

@o@

 

Okay..

Fine......

No more joke.

I know my jokes are too cold.

Sorry..

T_T

 

 

That's all for now.

Happy summer!!

 

My Summer Plan Review

 

The below is my checklist for the summer.

However, it seemed that my scanner was malfunctioning.

So I ended up using my mom's phone to take this picture. (my phone spoiled)

On the other hand, the blur image may be a good thing. To protect my privacy. ^_^

Anyway, hope that by end of this summer, I'll be able to complete most of what I have intended to do.

 

 

All the best to me~

Enjoy your summer!