Recently, there has been many emotional ups and downs.
(Mostly due to love-life)
There has been sleepless nights.
There also has been nights with dreams of sadness,
woke up and found myself in tears during sleeps.
[LOL..u can call it sleep-crying. ^^"]
Gradually, my feelings towards such things became numbed.
Numbing it was the only way to move on my life better.
However, numbness seems to have caused
me to feel more "lost" within myself.
This only seem to hurt myself even more.
Just this evening, when I was on my way back from work(KUMON),
I heard this song from the radio.
This song suddenly warmed my heart.
Instead of crying again, I felt a sense of relief.
Instead of feeling missing a certain person even more,
I felt that I can love myself even more.
By loving myself more,
only then my love can overflow
and reach out to others as well.
Instead of thinking about the past,
I felt that I was more submerged in the present.
What a pleasant feeling.
I present to you...
Lyrics:
What If
Here I stand alone
With this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back
Right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Well I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
Many roads to take
Some to joy
Some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back
Right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change
Do you think how it would have been sometimes
Do you pray that I'd never left your side
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
If only we could turn the hands of time
If I could take you back would you still be mine
'Cos I tried
But I had to draw the line
And still this question keep on spinning in my mind
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
What if I had never walked away
'Cos I still love you more than I can say
If I'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
We'll never know
This song voiced out my heart well. *^_^*
This is also dedicated to my love ones and all my beloved friends.
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